STILL I AM ALIVE

It's a story of dreams;

it's about love; a bit true;

a bit false;

a bit I fib;

a bit I lie;

sometimes I swear in your name;

sometimes I forget your name;

sometimes I call you by my name;

sometimes they ask my name and I tell them yours;

when they talk to me I can listen them, but I don't understand;

I want to cry but tears don't flow;

I want to laugh but my heart doesn't jump;

I want to see things but I only find a silhouette, no essence;

I want to breathe but something is missing, may be air, may be my desire to breathe but something is really missing;

Yes, my heart still beats, but it hurts, I want it to stop;

I think I am dying but I am not;

I know I am not alive but still I talk to you;

What is this? Where am I?

But then I see a lot of reasons;

Which I get as a proof that, no matter wat is happening, no matter where I am..

But one thing is for sure that.....................

Still I am Alive


Breaths are shattered
Beats are gone
Still they live those feelings survive
I know your heart beats
I know still I am alive

No talks, no possessions
You have driven yourself a long way
I don’t know if you will come to me
I say you love me, I know
You say you don’t, you deny
But those looks, they still waft a lie
I know your heart beats
I know still I am alive

You are far, you are not near
I don’t have my heart, I fear
I am not blank, I am filled with you
There your heart beats, I say
They talk about love, I dismay
But there is one thing for sure
You love me still, though the feelings are dry
I know your heart beats
I know still I am alive

Come to me, yeah you need to dare
You won’t lose anything doing me this favour
Could you hold me for a moment
For I will die
I know your heart beats
I know still I am alive.

So, friends what do you say? Am I still alive or dead or in the process of death? I hope I will find an answer... And I know you understand my pain, For we are not Escalopes...