Friday, July 16, 2010

IT'S NOT LOVE IF IT DIDN'T LAST FOREVER...!!


THE TRUTH IN YOUR LIES.. :))

i really like the pic...kinda defines everyone Lot of hidden messages.  Reminds me of Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls.. ohkk forget it here is my new peice.. enjoy .. :)

IT'S NOT LOVE IF IT DIDN'T LAST FOREVER...!!

Smile babe! The world is waiting
Sing, Dance, Party
N’ Let the bygones be bygones…

Shedding tears for him
For one who wasn’t yours
You were aching for love
For a curio you couldn’t hold
N’ Crying for something which you never possessed
N’ Crying for something which you don’t understand

Smile babe! The world is waiting
Sing, Dance, Party
N’ let the bygones be bygones…



Love is not effete as you think
Need not protect it from the winds
It survives the toughest and wins it all
It can show you spring,
When you think it’s fall
N’ Crying for something which is surely not Love
N’ Crying for something which is gone with the fall

Sing babe! Sing your songs
N’ let the bygones be bygones…


Don’t you know who you are?
And what can you do
You have changed yourself
From pink to blue
Life is not a painting, neither it’s a dream
Life is not so fragile, neither it’s a whim

So, dance babe!
Dance to your own tunes
N’ let the bygones be bygones…!!!
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Hi pals,

I hope you have already flipped through my poem. That's all I want to say in this piece. No body ever tried to define love and they say that love can't be defined, you can just feel it. No body can tell you what love is... and so so..

I don't argue whether it's true or not.. I don't argue that I can define love.. But one thing I know about this so called Love and that is -

If it didn't last forever, then it wasn't love...

We keep falling in and out of many relationships and we name it love. We start liking something and we say that we have fallen in love. We are not able to distinguish between attraction, infatuation and love. This is the reason for the pain we go through...

When we fall in love, we tend to grovel to our partner, we tend to listen to whatever he/she tells, we tend to crush all our desires and dreams for him/her, we tend to show him that we care the most, we tend to hide our flip side and try to present the best to him. Actually, we try to protect love, we try to keep it alive, we don't want our so called love to die a tragic end...

Now what I have to say is -

Love is not as effete as you think it to be...

Love is strong and strong enough to sustain its existence! We need not change ourselves to prove or protect our love! If love is there, it won't die, no matter what you do with him, no matter how you treat him. & if in anyway you think that your love has died, then take it from me that it wasn't love. May be it was a desire, a dream, a wish, but surely it wasn't love.

So babe, do whatever you want to do with him. Play as you want to play. Show him the most rubbish side of your character. Treat him the worst. Kick him as many times you wish to. Ask him to do whatever you want. If it's love, I can bet, it won't die. He will still love you...


N' if you are crying for what already have lasted, if you are crying for a relationship which couldn't work, if you are crying for what you think was love and didn't work out, THEN PLEASE DON'T!!!

Remember --

Which is dead isn't love. Cause, Love is eternal and death is not a suitable word for it...

take care guys... luv ya ...  :)) :)  ....!!!

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Matters Of The Heart... 

 
I am like a flower
Not sure of when I will die.
Not sure of when I will grow back again
When I am crushed with pain and cry.

I am not sure if I can hold myself up
When I ache with unbearable pain.
What do I do when my petals fall off?
Do I go find them out in the rain?

What do I do when I'm not given enough water, to make it through the day?
What do I do when I look up in the sky?
And the sun doesn't show a ray?

I stand as tall as a flower would,
As long as I possible can.
I will stand and show my colors,
That is what I plan.

I may drupe and my petals may fall,
But that won't stop me from growing.
My love, honesty and beauty,
I will keep showing.

I am like a flower,
Strong and supreme.
I may be trampled on,But I will never lose faith in my dreams.
 
Journeys are beautiful. You never know what you will come across, who you will meet. It's always so refreshing to see the goodness in people. Each one can show you a new way to look at life. And that is exactly what I look out for. And like I've said for a hundredth time, *smiles* people are like colors.



You know how you own the world, yet you really don't own anything. You realize this when you're world comes tumbling down. You have high ambitions for life and one mistake blows it all away. Your first mistake is when you let your heart rule your mind. That's for the weak and mindless, I tell you. 

You realize you can run for miles and still not escape yourself. You can be among people who call you a relative and yet, there's no affiliation. Your mind is in some other world. You're constantly looking. Your eyes search here and there frantically, you know it's not there but you still keep looking. What you've lost is something so dear to you that you'll do anything, almost anything to get it back.
Have you known times when everything seems perfect, and deep in your heart, you know nothing is right. The unrest eats you up from inside, changes the person you are, makes the world a different place for you. You search for people you own. You find no one. You find solace in spending because it gives you a sense of ownership. You hoard stuff just to fill yourself up. You go crazy doing that.

Then it's just you and a small suitcase that holds together your necessary items in one place. You know that's all there is to you. You know that's all you really need. Sometimes, the test is simply to go through it. 

In the end, it's all between you and God. He pulls you through....  :)
 

Saturday, July 10, 2010

THE PERFECT SMILE...
As you travel on lifes way
With its many ups and downs
Remember its quite true to say
One smile is worth a dozen frowns.

Among the worlds expensive things
A smile is very cheap
And when you give a smile away,
You get one back to keep.

Happiness comes at times to all
But sadness comes unbidden
And sometimes a few tears must fall
Among the laughter hidden.

So when friends have sadness on their face
And troubles round them piled
The world will seem a better place
And all because you smiled.

To be honest with you,
I do not have the words to make you feel better -

But I do have arms to give you a hug -
I have ears to listen to anything
you want to talk about -

I have eyes to see the pain you are going through -
I have feet, to walk to you
the minute you need me -

And I have a heart -
a heart that is aching to see you smile again.


Today was a strangely numbing day. The day didn't start so well but became better as time passed. Hope's creeping up on me and I'm waiting for it to take over. I hate to feel pessimistic or depressed. The last few days were depressing indeed. I 've Read so many blog posts..Anyway, forget it.

I happened to talk to a couple of friends today. When life seems crazy, friends are my sanctuary. Sami called and it was great talking to her. She's more like a sister, and the very thought of me being able to share almost anything with her comforts me. I've met so many people in my life, she stands out as the one here to stay. See, I've been with people who call themselves a friend but leave for different reasons. You know you've found a friend for life when you can share everythig with them, despite all the differences and all the bitchy fights you got into. You never lose respect with them. God has been kind to me, in every possible way. He's been hearing my prayers even when I was bad... 'am' bad. Heard me when I said I need a friend. I have Sami beside me for years now. Just that I wasn't looking. She was there when all the rest stepped out of the picture. That's why I love her so much. She's genuine. ma best Sibling..

It's weekend already. Time flies, doesn't it? Do you have any special plans for the weekend?

I don't. *makes a sad face* ... :)

Love ya all...


Friday, July 9, 2010

Weaving Memories....

Weaving Memories.... :)



No matter how hard it gets, I'm convinced this life is indeed beautiful. Each now morning will be as lovely as the last, and each night will be as hopeful of a new chance as the previous. There will always be people who'd step into my life and add more colors to it. There will always be more lives to touch.  We weave our past for us in our future. And just like childhood remains to be the best time of our life, we'll look back at this hour with a smile. I wanna make sure I leave behind more memories to remember :)


Other than that, it's a busy day with me, Not a good one though. But you have to hand it to us for being so patient with the issue. Ironical. We shouldn't be so patient. Sigh!










I just got myself another cup of tea (I'm becoming a tea addict) which I know I shouldn't be taking. But with all the work being bombarded at me, I see tea as the only treat for now. I'm blogging, nonetheless. That's a much deserved break for me. So I smile as I take my first sip. I'm trying to make the best of this time :)


Hope to see you around soon!
Take good care!

Thursday, June 24, 2010

RAIN...RAIN....RAIN... WooWeeee.....

I had been waiting under this tin shade, trying to get some protection from the rain. It was awesome... monsoon had arrived, baby! There were others with me. I hadn't expected it to rain so heavily. It was so sudden. Just a little while ago it was a clear sky and then a downpour like this one. To much of my dismay, my clothes were drenched and so I had to wait till it stopped raining. I had to go to the home and they wouldn't let me in like this!

I was on holiday... and worse... I was holidaying alone!. I turned towards the street. It was a beautiful scene out there!The heavy rain and the magnificent background of evergreen trees. That earthy aroma in the air was to die for. That is exactly what I needed at that time. I wanted a break from the ruckus and the number of tragedies I went through in recent past.

I did not have any interest in checking out the pretty girls.. I was there for relaxation... and girls have always been pain! I was staring at the clouds and how the rain drops fell on the bricked road and how the drop broke apart! I looked down on the road and amidst the black and white photograph came a bright saffron coloured flip flop. The feet were pretty and seemed to be swaying along with the wind. I looked up. The girl... there she was.! Perhaps the only girl whom I had seen there. Not that the town was short of girls... but she was the only one I saw properly. She had an umbrella which she closed and stood right next to me under the shade. Shamelessly, I kept looking at her.

Breaking the awkward silence, she said, "Do you mind drinking your tea??"
I felt embarrassed and said a very polite sorry! She paid no heed. I still tried looking at her through the side view. She had rain drops smudged all over her arm. Her finger nails were naked and bright pink. Her saffron flip flops had the prettiest feet.. only after my mother's though!
Somehow she got to know that I was still checking her out. So she asked, "You're a tourist, right?"
I nodded.

"Then why can't you people just respect us? We're being good to you and you're being cheap to us? Why? Is this how you will treat tourists in your own town, eh?"

I smiled and replied, "I'm really sorry. I did not mean to trouble you... I was jus(t)..."

"Whatever. You don't mean to.. but you certainly are!"

"I'm really.. extremely.. very sorry!"

"Hmmm...."

And the frown did not leave her forehead. Something about that frown was strikingly familiar. The way she frowned and said nothing but a "hmmm..."

And she looked at me with that familiar shock. She was always like that.
"No" said she and walked away. I stayed there dumbstruck as I watched her walking without the umbrella, drenched in rain and keeping her back to me.

I still do not know why that happened. I know it was her. In the wake of finding her again, and closer to God... hoping to find her..

Till then, I will keep collecting the rain.. She loves it.

Sunday, June 20, 2010


CHEATING AND ADULTERY 

It is about cheating, adultery or watever they call it, this time.

I wonder at times, why do people decide to marry someone out of their own will and then, boom! they cheat on the very same partners. What triggers it?

Frankly, I think every cheater has an excuse and here are some examples : (things I have heard from the horse's mouth)

- My husband/wife does not have time for me.
- There is no passion left.
- I think I never loved him/her in the first place.
- I deserve better.
- She/He does not understand me.

I have just one question - Why the F did you marry that person then? Anyways, this is pure bullshit. ;) We all know that.. Even the people throwing it at us... know it.

And then I would want to definitely go inside the woman's mind who is being cheated by husband/boyfriend and they still cling to the relationship and try to make things work or as they say, accept it as it is. *Sigh*

My point is - The very moment you realize you are not in love with your partner. Tell them. Tell them before you end up cheating on them with someone else coz that bloody hurts more... and it breaks a person completely emotionally.

The very first sign of detachment should be recognized and addressed. Why cheat?

I mean, you go and sleep around or get emotionally attached while someone is out there waiting for you, thinking that you are as much as in love with them as they are... Dah! isn't that sick? I mean, I donno... may be I am a different person...but doing something like that, is unacceptable.

Cheating is no more confined to sex only... there is emotional cheating too. You don't sleep with a certain person but you do share your life, whats up there in ur mind and heart with the other person...you form a bond ...that is meant to be formed with your spouse or partner or probably you fall in love with someone else.

Simple thing is : When you think you will cheat...or things are not going the way they should be. Talk it out. The other person has a right to their life too. If you don't love them, tell them. Let them decide for their own life.

Let me tell you one more thing, a person who cheats almost all the time blames the partner for their philandering ways, which is crap. Like they say, every wrong doing has some 'right' excuse to support it so one can escape the moral blame or guilt.

*shrugs* I have no respect for someone who cheats, no matter for watsoever reasons coz Cheating has no justification...Simple...

Monday, May 31, 2010



SILENCE
You know, there are many things to be told to her. I wish I could say it all to her. Though I claim that, it’s all simple to say her all these things, if I want to. But, it is not that easy. Hope, sometime, she will drop in here and read it all by herself. This is all about her and this is all about me. In my life there is nothing more than these words. These words are all I have ---
A story without love is not worth telling.
Had Love been Poetry, I would have written songs.
When things go wrong and I am clueless, I wish I could look into your eyes.

Why the hell did I fall in love with you?
If I could buy love, I would have bought you selling all my fortunes.
I don’t want to fall in love with you. I just want to like you more than I like anything else in this world.

I feel tired when I find you dull.
The way, you look at me and smile… O My My!!!
If I am alone, I am with you & if I am with you, I am alone.
If you feel that I am sad, you must know that I am thinking of you.

When you feel that I am not looking at you, just call me up. I am dreaming about you.
I can’t forget your eyes, your smile, your tresses, your looks, your tastes, your smell, your face, your words, your earrings, some colours related to you, and my name.

You have diabolic presence. You snap my worlds into pieces.
If you want to grant me one thing, then please, I want your happiness.
You look awesome in Blue, in Black, in White, in Brown, in Pink. Actually, Colour is meaningless.

When I look at you, I believe that I will have you with me some day.
Sometimes, I wish I could keep you with me. But, then I think of you and I let you go, the way you want to go.
There have been moments in my life when I lost many things and I was sad. But this time when I met you, I lost myself and have become the happiest guy in this world.
You must be thinking that you have never told me that you love me and still I am telling you that I am happy. I would like to tell you that happiness is not about getting things; rather it’s about looking at things.
If got a rebirth, you will be my girl friend. Because, in this life, you are everything for me except my girl friend.

SILENCE


I wish I could keep you by my side,
N’ could look thru’ your eyes,
All day, All night…

A day without you, A day alone.
A day which holds, Memories of you.
N’ day which is tough to end.

I wish I could keep you by my side,
N’ could look thru’ your eyes,
All day, All night…

Just one moment, N’ things unwrap.
Paving a way, Like a thin strap.
N’ life which is dumb to haul.

I wish I could keep you by my side,
N’ could look thru’ your eyes,
All day, All night…

I crawl, Still I move to you,
Sudden impacts, Deepen my blue.
N’ heart about to succumb.
I wish I could keep you by my side,
N’ could look thru’ your eyes,
All day, All night…

White, black, Brownish & pink,
Shades of laughter, Shades of wink.
N’ I know I am looking for stars.

I wish I could keep you by my side,
N’ could look thru’ your eyes,
All day, All night…




I SURRENDER..


When I see my words suffer
When I see tears on my face
I decide to fight, I decide to defy.
But when you say
You love me not
I surrender
To the palate of fate
I surrender.
When I see my desires suppressed
When I see my dreams depressed
I decide to rise, I decide to fly.
But when you say
Love we share not
I surrender
To the raven of death
I surrender.
When I see people confronting me
When I see myself loosing to the sea
I stand straight, N' I swim
But when you say
For me you care not
I surrender
To the battle of life
I surrender.




I have learned so much from them, I have written so much about them.. Thanks to my friends who are the inspirations for my poetry!! These pieces are Mine but somehow not mine because these pieces have been written about others..

What I saw, What I felt, & What I perceived, are the foundation stones of my writing. I don't write anything new. I write what is already a past for someone. I write what has already been dreamed by someone. I think those people would have written these things better than me... But unfortunately, they don't do poetry! I don't know why!!

If you think that Amartya is good, then they would have been better... Without wishing to sound conceited, if you think that Amartya is the best, then they would have been better than the best! So, I request those guys (keeping their names a secret), to come forward and try their hands at the art called POETRY. If they really feel these things to their heart and soul, they surely can write better than the best! Just do it! You can feel these things. You are not an Escalope..
That's all for today!

One thing! Can I hope that when you read my blogs, you transform into a better "YOU"; That you feel these things and learn atleast something from it; That you pray for those people who are not winning it all; That you are happy for those who have won it; That you share the joys and sorrows of all those people about whom I write; That now you sometimes drop a few precious droplets of water down your cheeks for others?

My Escalope intends to make you cry when your friends cry. My Escalope wishes to revamp this society into a place where we feel for others, where we not only know words but also the emotions hiding behind those words... A society where, If we say we care for you, WE MEAN IT... Thank You! :)

Wednesday, April 28, 2010



UNFORTUNATELY, I WAS ON THE WRONG SIDE OF THE CANVAS!!

{Please Note: -
It's A Portrayal of A True Story... Don't Think Mine!!
It's a symbolic piece... So, you may feel like perambulating in a labyrinth of meanings...
To make this reading an experience for you, here are the implied meanings--
Painting - Creating a Divine Love Story [The dream to
perpetuate Love]
Night - A time when nobody sees what you are doing
Canvas - Society & Present Relations
Torn Canvas - Relations strained due to Intercast marriage
She - A Girl Author Loves, She Loves him too
Wrong Side - Girl and Boy from different caste
Selling Dreams - Achieving Dreams, Fulfilling Dreams
Purchasing Dreams - For her, To see her future in Author's Dreams
"Honorable Supreme Court of India Passed a verdict saying the Law and Police should protect those couples who marry inter-caste or inter-religion." }



I am a nice painter. I paint my dreams for myself. You can argue that you don't see any!! But still, I paint for myself.
Every night when I go to land of dreams, I purcase a new dream there. Yes, I purchase...(Dreams don't come free of cost!!). So, every night I purchase a new dream. Why every night? Why not in day time!!! Oh my dear! dreams are carved in silence, in solitude... & so, I purchase a dream every night... Then I paint it and I sell it to the world... Wait, wait, wait..!!!
I know, I know, you want to ask that who is going to purchase my paintings of my dreams?? Oh, there are so many people --
First, those who can't paint their own dreams.
Second, those who are really impressed with my painting of my dreams.
Third, those who are good painters, infact better than I am, and so sometimes they purchase
it just to keep my zeal alive.
Fourth, and most important of all, these are the people, not many, very few, say one or two;
they share the same dream and feel that I am the best to paint among them.
But this is not all. There was a person... No, No, No... There is a person, who can paint her dreams very fine, infact, better than I do, she also wants to keep my zeal alive and share my dreams too... Say, a combination of all the types. More than that, she, without any reason, wants my painting, because somehow it relates to her.
Now, you say, I am so fortunate to have patrons who are partners too. Then, what is unfortunate about this story???!!!
Yeah!! What is unfortunate about this story!! I painted a dream and this time it didn't sell. They, my patrons say, that the canvas is torn (Refer to the pic. above). How can they keep this torn junk on their wall!! For the first time they are telling that the Canvas is more important than the painting itself. The Canvas must be preserved... Earlier, they used to tell that the painting and the idea was most important of them all. Now, they say that they can't share my dreams if it's against the rules of this world (if the Canvas is torn), Canvas must be intact.
Everyone agrees that it's a masterpiece, better than any other painting in this world, but yet, it's not really selling. None has the guts to keep this painting with a torn Canvas.
So, this is unfortunate about this story. And now you will ask, what about that most important person, who purchases my paintings without any reason, because it always relates to her.
Oh she!! She came to purchase it this time too, looked at it for hours, wept for it's misfortune, told me that this was my best painting ever, reprimanded me for the fate of the painting and is gone without purchasing it...
I told her that I was so engrossed in painting that I couldn't see that I was on the wrong side of the Canvas. When I paint, I forget myself, I forget the world. And moreover, a masterpiece is created this way only...!!!
But she told that, the most important thing in this world is control of mind. Remember what you are doing, remember where you are. Even if you devote yourself, don't forget your identity! Even if you fall in Love, remember it's not going to perpetuate. And if somehow the Canvas is torn, nobody is going to see your devotion, your self denial, your love, your perfection, your attitude...
True she said. But what can I do?? When I fall in Love, I forget myself, I forget the world; I forget the painting, I forget the Canvas!!
She left me when I needed her most but neither I say that it's her fault, nor do I say that it's my fault. She is following the rules of the world and I am a follower of the tenets of Love. So, It was my fate to suffer and am suffering alone.
Unfortunately, I was on the wrong side of the Canvas!!....

Sunday, April 4, 2010


LOVE OR TRUST!!
Many a times, this idea pops up in mind, "Which one is more important?" Is it Love or Trust? I know it's quite perplexing.. We tend to think at times that if love is there, naturally trust will be there OR if trust is there then love will also come into picture. But as far as I know, it's not that simple!

In life, you tend to trust someone and love someone else. Cause, Love is something which you do with eyes closed. If you love someone you may tend to forget his/her flip side. You can surely love a person whom you don't trust. Love may come out of caprice or fancy. So, it's not always that you trust that person you are in love with!!!

Love is like a desire. The desire of Heaven OR The desire of Hell; The desire for a sweet or for a cigarette; The desire to fall or to rise.. When you are in love you tend to forget the rights and the wrongs, the LOGICS.. But somewhere in the back of your mind you know the truth. You know what is right and what is wrong. You know whether the person you are in love with is good or bad. You know what is between your fingers, whether it's cigarette or sweet. Moreover, if it's a cigarette, you even know that it's injurious to your health. But alas! you love it! :)

So, when you say that you love me, I know that you never meant that I am the best; I know that you never meant that you could close your eyes while sitting by my side; I know that by saying I love you, you never meant that I am everything for you; You have not given me the authority to think about you; When you say that you love me, it simply means that You are crazy about me; that you damn care for who I am or what I am; When you say that you love me, it's your selfishness; the game is all yours; ball never comes to my court.. Or say, you may not be sure that I know the game.. In nutshell, when you say that you love me, it's your quality and in no way it's a hallmark of my Quality character! Love is about you, it's not about me!


Now, Trust is just The Opposite.. When you say that you trust me, I know that I am the captain in the ground.. That I am the one who will decide the fate of the game.. That I am certainly the best, at least by your thoughts.. Now, it's a hallmark of my Quality character. It's about me! When you say that you trust me, I know that you know that what I will do will be the best for you.. Isn't it more exciting!! In social terms, they call it the 'Best Friend'. And best friend need not be your Lover and in most of the cases it's definitely not! Parents love their child but they don't always trust.

So, when you say that you trust me, I know that I may not be the one whom you love. Cause, it's not always that everyone loves the best.. As I told earlier, one may love cigarette and the other may love sweets. No doubt, I am the sweet, but who knows, may be you love cigarette!!

So, what do I choose? I want to be trusted or loved?

And what about you? :-)






LIKE TO BE TRUSTED THAN LOVED




I love it when you say you love me
I love it when you say you are crazy
True at times, I importunate to hear I love you
True at times, I wish this love could last forever
But to tell you the truth girl
I would like to be trusted than loved...



Arms wide open to encircle me
Lips bold enough to cling on to mine
Heart fearless to elope any moment
And mind besotted in love
True at times,I wish you could kiss me
But to tell you the truth sweety
I would like to be trusted than loved...



Close your eyes when I tell you to
Drop your fear and walk with me
If I say it's wrong, you know it is
And fall in my arms, helpless with glee
True at times, I wish I could hold you for a moment
But to tell you the truth my love
I would like to be trusted than loved...


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Monday, March 22, 2010

As you Go...

These are some random pieces of poetry, which suddenly and unknowingly came to existence. I hope you get the meaning and try to see what I see. I know you all understand my situation well and these few pieces will make you know me better.

Things are getting a bit perplexed now. I know things not always go your way. But, why not? Why not? Am I less dedicated than anyone else?
You know, since my childhood, dad use to tell that if you want something then give more than 100 % to it. Do whatever can be done, and you will win one day. No one, simply no one, can stop you from achieving it.
I had never used this method earlier in my life, Because, I had never felt a need for it. But now I do. I feel a need to survive. I feel a need to sustain my existence. I want to live now. I want to have it. It has become more important than my breaths. So, what do I do? I want to compete for my life. I want to fight for my life. I know if given a chance, I can win. But, they are telling me that I am late. They have already got the best player on track. They are not interested in my game. Who cares, whether I am a magician of my art. Who cares whether, I can start even now and still snatch the coveted.
Things are not as simple as dad used to tell me. I feel helpless. I pray, God would be fair enough to give me a fair chance to compete for what has become an integral and most important part of my life.


Don’t go away from me. You please come back,
Cause, I’ll wait, wait, wait. I’ll just wait, as you go…

Even ugliness is beautiful,
My emptiness is gone,
In your company,
Life has been a miracle,
It’s been a tremendous fun...

Don’t go away from me. You please come back,
Cause, I’ll wait, wait, wait. I’ll just wait, as you go…

Even vanity is no sin,
I loose but I win,
When you walk by my side,
And keep talking wise,
I’ve felt like eyeing a paradise…

Don’t go away from me. You please come back,
Cause, I’ll wait, wait, wait. I’ll just wait, as you go…

I cherish those moments,
Sitting by your side,
I was counting your heartbeats,
You won’t believe I had died,
N’ for you I have come back from skies…
Don’t go away from me. You please come back,
Cause, I’ll wait, wait, wait. I’ll just wait, as you go…

Smile, your smile is enough,
To let me know what you think,
You caress my world,
When you give me names,
N’ you giggle N’ you wink…

Don’t go away from me. You please come back,
Cause, I’ll wait, wait, wait. I’ll just wait, as you go…
Cause, I’ll wait, wait, wait. I’ll just wait, as you go...

Thank you all, for listening to me and my words!!! :)
One thing! Can I hope that when you read my blogs, you transform into a better "YOU"; That you feel these things and learn atleast something from it; That you pray for those people who are not winning it all; That you are happy for those who have won it; That you share the joys and sorrows of all those people about whom I write; That now you sometimes drop a few precious droplets of water down your cheeks for others?

My Escalope intends to make you cry when your friends cry. My Escalope wishes to revamp this society into a place where we feel for others, where we not only know words but also the emotions hiding behind those words... A society where, If we say we care for you, WE MEAN IT... Thank You! :)

You & Me...


Talk to me,
For this way,
I'll win your heart.
Talk to me.
For this way,
No barriers can keep us apart.

Talk to me,
For love has a way with words...


There you are, here i am.
Differences are huge indeed.

Talk to me,
For this way,
My words will meet you.
Talk to me,
For this way,
Through words i'll see you.

Talk to me,
For desires have a way with words...


You don't know, how much i love you.
You don't know, how much i crave for you.

Talk to me,
For this way,
You'll know what i mean.
Talk to me,
For this way,
My dreams can be seen.

Talk to me,
For dreams have a way with words...


Tell me anything, no matter how dumb.
Tell me something, useless or numb.

Talk to me,
For this way,
You'll think of me for a while.
Talk to me,
For this way,
I'll become a part of your life

Talk to me,
For I have a way with words...




Lately I was thinking something! You know what! Love is all about words. Love is all about the way we talk to each other. Love is all about how intimate we talk. Love is all about the words we share. To substantiate the same - Whenever and wherever I go, I see my friends stuck to their cell phones and talking for hours with their respective girl friends. They say they feel like talking, talking and talking. I guess a huge part of their pocket money goes to the cell phone service providers. But not to worry! It pays. They get love in return...

You know, heart to heart chit-chat has amazing powers. It can hypnotize you. A good talker can push you into the emotions which are not yours. And I guess, this is what, best lovers do. They push you into the emotions where you feel a dire need for them. Then you follow them. You do what they want from you...

I don't know if it's good or bad to fall into a trap like this. But I know one thing that you feel fabulous when someone with all her heart, looking into your eyes, caressing your hairs, touching your cheeks with her fingers and kissing you on your forehead says "I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!" I can give her my life for those few precious moments ( I didn't get a chance though... ;). It's just amazing!!

So, friends, talk. Talk, because this is the way love wafts. Don't hold yourself back. Talk to whoever you meet. Talk to him, whenever someone looks at you and smiles. Talk to me; Talk to one and all. Have you seen that advertisement? Airtel advertisement, where two kids play football across two nation's borders. Have you seen?

Boundaries vanish when we talk to each other.

So, let me desire one thing. When you read this blog, you will tell me something in comments. At least, who you are and how did you feel about it. Why do we hide love inside our hearts. Why don't we share it?

Compliment people. Say you care for them. And mean it when you say.

Life is just too short. Share your life. Share yourself. Don't be apprehensive. Approach people. Talk to them. Share their sadness. Cherish their happiness. Architect your life, so that, one day everyone around you will say "I love this guy. He is amazing!"

Thank you so much.

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

 

 Trustworthy is just as important as love



How can u keep a secret about 
yourself but yet someone
else your quick in a hurry 
to throw their secret out of 
your memory card and forget all about
their trust towards you...

Why should anyone trust anyone but themselves 
because you as yourself is the
only person you can really count on
and when something goes wrong 
no one can be blamed but yourself 

How come love is a 
chosen word that many use 
but yet trust seems to slip 
every ones minds and thoughts
They both hurt like hell 
so whats the difference
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Saturday, March 13, 2010

U R A PART OF MY SOUL


I MISS U…………
WHEN RAINDROPS FALL ON ME
WHEN BLUE WAVES TOUCHES THE GLACIER
WHEN DEW DROPS FALLEN ON GREEN GRASS
TOCHES MY FEET IN WINTER
WHEN THERE IS SILENCE AFTER STROM N
EVERYTHING IS BRIGHTER THAN BEFORE
WHEN THERE IS SO MUCH THOUNDERING IN SKY
THAT DAY BECOMES NIGHT
WHEN GLOW WORMS DANCES ON THE RIVER BANKS
WHEN I AM STANDING NEAR THE WINDOW N
MOON LIGHT FALLS ON ME
WHEN THE SNOW COVERED PEAKS STARTS
MELTING IN THE SUMMER TIME
U R PART OF MY SOUL



You Are Here To Fight.

 In times of deciding
And in hiding
Then thing about your qualities
which you use in facilities.
Try to know what is bad
which would help you in tackling which you had
regretting your proud
shouting loud what you achieve in round
In field of fight
among the kite
show your performance
and your intelligence
Don’t show reason
for any season
always fight for your right.
Show you are strong inside
not from outside
you should strong to ignore wrong
and fight with it all long
You are here to fight
without feeling what is sight
other always criticize
but your fighting would recognize
then they would not criticize you as wrong
they would categorize you as soldier fighting long
Do not show why are you,
show what you are………………………………

Sunday, February 14, 2010

O' MY VALENTINE ...



Hey friends,

A very Happy Valentine's Day! I wish that you get what you want this valentine..
I had written this piece some two years back in year 2008. So, it's not that perfect as I was new in the field of poetry, since then I have written many and now it has become a passion of mine...

This piece is about a person trying to convince his valentine to go for a date, but he repeatedly tells that he doesn't want a date rather he wants to enjoy a few moments of love & her company. In this, I have tried to portray the desire of a guy [to kiss, to hold, to hug, to be hugged & kissed] which is normally misinterpreted as sensual. I want to show that in many cases when a guy tells a girl that he wants a kiss, it's not always fishy. It may be one of the purest form of love which at times is far far away from the desire of flesh. When a guy touches a girl or tries to hug her, it's not always out of sexual motives. But yeah, girls need to be perspicacious, for the good guys are not hurt and the bad ones are shunned.

So, be judicious, know your limits, check the authenticity of your emotions, take a decision and I hope this day brings you some unforgettable moments of Love.

And for the married ones, better choose your partner as your valentine, for doing otherwise may land you into trouble.. hehehehe.. :-D

Take Care. Enjoy.
It's me,
AMARTYA


O' MY VALENTINE ...


Hey it's a valentine's day and you are my valentine
I don't want to date you but a few seconds of divine...


I know you love me but you fear to say
I know you cry for me when I am away
The case is same with me, I too fear
For what will you say,
for the reply I shall hear
I am sure you love me my friend
But my heart stops me if I try to tell you the same
O' whatever be the reason, whatever be the case
Let's come together, Let's celebrate.


So,
It's a valentine's day and you are my valentine
I don't want to date you but a few seconds of divine...



If almighty comes to me to fulfill my wish
I will ask him for you, for offering a kiss
If he asks me to have anything I desire,
I will ask him to keep your heart on fire
Hey, if someone looks at you, I'll go mad
I'll kill him if he touches you,
No matter he is the god I have...
I can't live without you, I can't imagine to be alive
Whatever be the fate, I want you to be my wife.


So,
It's a valentine's day and you are my valentine
I don't want to date you but a few seconds of divine...



Please come to my arms, I want to feel you near
Hey take me in your lap, I want myself to be there
Would you mind, if I kiss you on your palm?
I would never though you smooch me warm
Don't be shy, it's just a desire of mine...
May my God bless you, O' my Valentine!


So,
It's a valentine's day and you are my valentine
I don't want to date you but a few seconds of divine...

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Hi,
Happy Valentine's Day! :-)

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